Do You Still Remember?

Ever since things change,

Nothing seems to be right anymore..

Have you ever wonder what is the main problem?

Jealousy is relatively good in a relationship..

But over jealously is unbearable..

Sacrifices can be made but it always have a level for everything..

Can you guys just fucking think in my position..

Stop demanding..

I'm not a saint.. I'm not a God..

I'm just a human being who pursued to have a simple life..

Just like every little gal yearn for..

Put yourself in another person's shoe..

And start to think over it again..

What should be done and what shouldn't..

I might sound obnoxious..

But its life..

Faced it people..

What are promises?

Just lies tying with pretty ribbons..

Yea.. perhaps it really is..

Whatever happen..

Happen for a reason..

I fake a smile and pretend that nothing had ever happen..

Can you guys just pretend and act rationally?

After this Saturday,

I'm going to brace myself and face every single day meaningfully..

No more crying.. it might as well just allergy..

I'm going to be strong.. as always..

Even though I'm just pretending..

Enough of all,

& get a life people...

My sacrifices made and I'm not regretted for things I'd done for this four years..

My youth, my feelings, my love, my fragile heart..

I will be able to get back on my feet once the sun rises the very next day.. :P

I WOULD BE FINE..

THE WOUND WILL BE HEAL..

& THE SCARS WILL ALWAYS BE TANGLED IN MY HEART..

REMINDING ME THAT..

*LOVE IS AFTER ALL A BULLSHIT*

NOTHING LAST..!! NO FAIRY TALES.. NO UNICORN..

I WILL NEVER BELIEVE IN LOVE ANYMORE..

BECAUSE IT SUCKS TO THE MAX!!!!

TO THE MAX!!!!!